Saturday, March 29, 2008

Hello,


I am writing to tell you that I feel really good, that my head is clear, my heart swollen with positivity and perspective. I am noticing such small things lately. I am sitting out in the sun, resting through the night, pocketing words, stealing lights. I am not worried about this contentedness burning out though, only worrying that I could be missing some of it.

I just like knowing that I am going somewhere, that in a matter of months I won't be here anymore, that I won't think of you. I like knowing that there are people to meet and places to see, that there is a life waiting for me. I want to see so many places, too. I want to climb into your pictures and sleep and wake in Boston, in Philly, in Montreal, New York, Moscow, Southern California, Omaha, and Phoenix. The list keeps growing, but I know that I'd like to be there with you. I really just like having plans. I like knowing that I can love and I can be loved.
I like knowing that I can wake up and fall asleep with someone. I like knowing that I am alive, that I exist. I like knowing that this could be the beginning of a story.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Don't go to Omaha, that place is so fuckin borin, nothing at all to do, cept for drugs. And listen to Conor Oberst and all that emo indie shit. But yes, don't go to Omaha.

On a side note, Nebraska does not exist.

m. hall said...

nick,
http://www.lighthouseupc.org/images/Omaha%20dusk.jpg

stop crushing ma dreams!

Anonymous said...

I might have been in the hotel to the right in that picture, iono, I definately remember that river type thing in the middle, and trust me, shit was boooring holmes, apart from the College World Series, which was a ton of fun. Even the drugs were disappointing in Omaha!

I also never saw a sunset like that in Omaha, cuz Nebraska doesn't exist!

m. hall said...

you are such a bully, Nicholas.